Sad Love Poem ~
It Is Just A Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
by Janine Meyer

 
Lovingly we would joke and say.
from skype to the sky.
but i guess this is just where the laugh is on me.

it's been a hard few weeks,
things are so different and i don't understand.
believing every word that was said,
never ever thinking that these words are all just empty promises and a lie.

but things can change and the feelings can too,
so i just hope that one day you become unglued, and feel like i do.
i lie here at night whispering your name,
thinking you might hear me, and fix all this pain and sorrow.

when you love someone you have to let them go (or so they say)
it's going to be pain, it's going to hurt,
this i know,
but you just have to smile and give them the benefit of the doubt
because one night he will miss me and realize a mistake is made.

i've loved you since the first day in may when i met you,
i had no doubts or fears, cause i knew my love for you was true.
so when you tell me how you feel, to you, my heart, i will spill.
it's bundled up now and it's causing me grief.
but what am i supposed to do, just sit there and believe?

it was love at first site, and my feelings for you grew into something much deeper,
i knew that if i was with you, to nobody else could i be so true.
you have the ability to make my heart flutter and my world to spin,
the way you held me and touched my skin.

there's no person as unique and intriguing,
i found you to be perfect, amazing, and you make my knees weak.
so as i lie here in pain and wonder what i did so wrong,
i think to myself that i can do this, i can be strong.

but you don't understand, it's not as easy as it seems,
because when i go to sleep at night, it's you who's in my dreams.
you made my life complete and turned my world upside down,
with you in my life, my face never had a frown.

my emotions are strong, they don't draw a line,
and when you walked into my life, you wouldn't believe how you shined.
my heart was fluttered and my emotions went insane,
i knew that you were the man who would never cause me pain
(or so i thought)..

i fell in love with you, your voice, your touch,
i knew from the beginning that i would love you so much.
your smile brightened my day and your hugs were all that i felt,
with this my heart started to melt and the walls that i had built crumbled.

your sweet kisses, hugs and sms, made my day complete,
i loved you even more then before the previous heart beat.
you make my world shine and it glows when i'm down,
just because there's a person in my life like you,
that i have been so fortunate to have found.

but all too soon, our romance became mundane to you,
and alternative past-time you found.
without second thought, a night of deception you chose..
pushing aside the one who's love for you is true.

leaving me with nothing but a boulevard of broken dreams.


written by: Janine Meyer
copyright @2008 Janine Meyer